[Jiaen*]

A lack of colour.

2009-10-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Met up with Buddy.
And we went to ate Tomyum Banmian.
I remember we walked alot that day.
Tm > 800plus > tm > 800plus.
Lolwtf.
'Cos I wanted to find my basketball hp chain.
But to no avail. :(

First time I tied my hair this way! Heehee.

Luvyouuuu. (L)!

The 2nd that never came,

2009-07-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

Moved :
http://www.jiaenthecutest.wordpress.com

Relink & Comment, tyvm. <:!
Cya there. ;D

Raindrops on my brolly.

2009-07-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

HI.
THIS IS MY 1000TH POST. \m/
Feel like changing for blogger to ...... somewhere else.
Heh.

Was in a kinda bad mood yesterday.
I think it's the pms.
My friday was kinda bad.
Hmmm, had EPT labtest & quiz.
And my LED didn't light up.
So I figured out I will fail EPT. :(
The bezt part was seeing dimple-guy-look-alike.
I LOVE FRIDAYS. HAHA.
So anyhow, Joey came to my house.
And somehow, we both fell asleep. Haha!
Went to 85 with BB, Ck and Edmund.
Bought my Cotton On Skirt. (Y)
Ate my Ahballings. Yumtumtum.

Met up with Joce today.
Wanted to eat TomYum BanMian.
But the shop closed so early, like at 9plus? Pfft.
Had a very full dinner-supper tho.
Far-East, Karaoke and Dimsum k! :D

Time to studystudystudy.
Bought Doritos to keep me awake. Nyahaha.
BYE PEOPLE!

Life is so fragile.

2009-07-11T00:32:00.001+08:00

Saw dimple-guy-look-alike today.
Don't know is it him, or is it not him.
Maybe we're only fated on Fridays.

Hate myself as a daughter.
All I know is play, go out.
And when something happened to daddy, none of us know.
This sucks, like seriously.
FUCK EVERYTHING.

Time to study.

2009-07-08T19:17:00.002+08:00

Cheebye.
The fucking fan broke into half and landed on my feet.
GG.

I hate Chocolate Iceblend.
Taste very weirrrrd.
Bitter. x.x

Can't get enough of Macs,
garlic chilli! <:
And Cinammon Melts.

Bought Tommy.
Prayed for purple ones.
Like how I used to pray for the Purple mentos.
HAHA.

Went to Johanna's house for Wrtoral today.
Ended up she did most of the work. ;x
I was watching Okto, while Joey was sleeping.
OMFG. I MISSED MY SHURIKEN SCHOOL.
Damn, must wait till next week. >;(
Anyways, there are 2 cats at Jo's house,
and she kept using them to scare me!
Ate Ahballing(HAHAHAH) @ her house.
And also had lunch there. (L)(L)

Me want to study already.
Haven't been studying for the past few days man.
All because of Prison Break lah! Nb.
Bye! Xoxox.

This is an SOS.

2009-07-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

Which should I get?!

It all look so nice to me.

Why am I not born a rich kid? -_-

Anyhow, I had a bad dream last night. >;(

Dreamt that a cat was chasing me while I was eating durian.

Wtf.

And I'm going to Johanna's house tomorrow.

2 cats, gg.

Prison Break time, byebye. <:

Ohyes.

No luck in seeing dimple guy in school.

Ngo ho sad ah. :(

Imylvfm.

2009-07-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm just posting becos I wna say I miss the dimple guy.
>;(
Hate myself for not asking his number/email.

And me is going to watch Transformers 2 with Joce tomorrow.
YAYYYYYYYY. \m/!!
I heart Bumble bee very much. <:

So I spent like 3/4 of my Today on the bed.
Good job JE. (Y)

This post is like me talking to myself.
HAHA.
Prison Break, here I come! Byebye. <:

Crazy over dimples.

2009-07-03T17:00:00.003+08:00

Holaaaa~

Long time never blog! Heheh.
Anyway, look @ this ;

Shaik and me!
SEE MY DIMPLE! Abit right, abit right? :D

Ohyar, took a picture with him because of his tshirt.
So cute!
Then we kept disturbing him, "Balls" "Green balls" "No balls."
HAHA.

---
Nothing much happened.
Saw Fairus @ Itas during break-time yesterday.
Decided to meet up with him after school,
since I didn't really feel like going home.
Then we went to the fountain place, nice place to talktalk! <:
Went to Prata Paradise with his friends.
His friends got dimples (!!) HAHAHA.
Had prata with curry & sugar, so long never eat.
AZ, I MISS YOU VERY MUCHO. T-T

Today was ept.
I swear it sucks. _|_
My circuit didn't work.
But Sam helped me like alot, hahaha!
I kept turning to ask him. <:
Went to Kfc with Joey & Joel after that.
Had my Banditto, it's BACCCCCKKKK! (Y)
I SAW THIS GUY AT KFC.
THIS GUY THIS GUY THIS GUY, GOT DIMPLE AND IS VERY CUTE.
Should have asked Joseph to get his number for me, damn. >;(!
Then went to the Student Lounge and watch them play pool.
So funnnny.
And I kept whining that I miss my dimple guy. HAHA.

And now, home sweet home.
ME WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2.
Why like everyone watched it already!?!?
And Fairus's friend, Farhan, told me spoiler for Prison Break.
He said Micheal Scofield died, and had a child with Sarah.
Muahaha. Now those of you who haven't watch also know alr. >D
Bye!
Ohyea, I think my eyes getting smaller!!! Wtf.
Must be laugh too much with Joey and Johanna lah!
I like to speak in Canto with Joey. (Y)
Ngoh hai gong dong yan. :D

Kisses on the beach.

2009-06-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

School was good.
What will go wrong with meeting 2 of my lovely girls? ;)
Had my Honeydew Milktea before going to school.
Start of a happy day. Muahaha.

Lab test today was, fine.
Although it was pretty fucked up at first becos I keep getting it wrong.
I dont know, I redo the whole thing for like, prolly 5 times?
Then when everyone started leaving the room, I was like ganchiong spider.
Nabei. -,-
Hopes Ckt tomorrow turns out better, although I really doubt so.

Walked home from school today.
It was sucha nice weather!!
God was kind to me, it only started drizzling when I got home. :D
Alot of stuff was bothering me when I walked home today.
Thought about alot of things.
Bought Tomyum Seaweed to make myself happy. (Not an excuse ah!)
And then was home-sweet-home, and 东方之珠 all the way! <:

It's never a right time to say goodbye....

Honey darling baby, it was a wonderful dream.

2009-06-28T16:43:00.010+08:00

Hi, Im here to post pictures.
And I think it will lag your comp. Muahaha.

Yesterday, was Mango day. :B
"Eh, your mango friend!"
"I'm sausage." HAHA.

My high waist shorts that I'm lovin' now. <:

So act cute!

But still very cute. HAHA.

Love my HoneyDew Milktea.

(Nb, look @ Elaine's face!! LOL.)

This is stupid. HAHAHA.

We were trying to show the eyeliner. -_-

"Eheh, take photos of our shirts!"

I think this is so cute! HAHA.

"Eheh, take photo of me!" - Me.

And I realize Elaine was showing her eyeliner.

So..............

"Take me, take me!" HAHAHA.

Showing off mua elmozxzxz. <:

Enjoying my manicure. HAHA.

BBF : Baobei-s forever. (Y)

HAHAHAHA, Wth.

With her spects. 8)

"Take pictures of our friendship bands!"

Lovin' my nail colour, and HAD to take a picture!

I dunch know why I did the _|_

But still..... HAHAHAHA.

Her idea. HAHA.

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Weekends are over, damnnnnn.

Labtest tomorrow, damnnnnnn. >:

Anyway, I feel very dumb.

Because I was eating and eating happily, and my mummy said,

"Eh? You eating pork chop ah?"

And I was like,
"Huh? I thought chicken chop!!"

I hate pork, although it tastes like chicken. >;(

So lookin' forward to Tues.

Pepper Rice & Sticky Chewy Chocolate. :D :D :D

Why tp still haven't close down becos of H1N1?!?!

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

2009-06-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time.
It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on.
And when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start.
When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away.
It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
- Heavenly Quotes.

So fucking true!
Seriously explains how I feel. ;(
"Let it go let it go let it go."
Ps, there's another post below!

"Kiss my ass."

2009-06-28T02:38:00.003+08:00

I'M SO VERY HAPPY TODAY. :D :D :D

01) Sarah appeared again in Prison Break Season 4. (Y)!!
02) I feel prettty today with my tanktop & eyeliner!
03) I met up with my ohsoawesome BB!
04) I ate my tian-pu-la(Tempura). Heh.
05) I bought a high waist shorts, and Im so into it!
06) BB bought me a friendship band (upon my request. :x)
07) Drank Honeydew Iceblend & Honeydew milktea. Niceeeee.
08) BB helped me painted my nails, and I'm lovin' it so much!
09) Ate my all-time favourite Tomyum Banmian from 824!
10) I fucking lost 2kg (!!!!!!!!)
11) Watched Wild Child, hot actor & actress!
12) Channel 5 is going to show Prison Break!!
13) Took hell lot of pictures.
14) I changed my blogskin!
Love today damn much!

But still, there are some things bothering me as well.
Like how my hair is at the 不长不短 state.
Damn, it's irritating the hell outta me. >;(
Also my posb is left with 4bucks. HAHA, WTF.
And also like how I need to lose more weight.
Then, wanting to buy more clothes.
Also.... some personal stuff.

But anyhow, I'm happy! And I shall remain happy! >:D
And I so wna buy the 'Fuck all these sh!t' teeshirt!
Saw one guy wearing that day, and I think it was love @ first sight (with the shirt). HAHA.
Andandandandandandand.
I SHALL NOT SPEND ANY MONEY ON SWEETS/CHOCOLATES/TITBITS FROM 28TH JUNE 2009 UNTIL I LOSE WEIGHT.
Good luck to me, haha!

Photos tomorrow!
Prison Break time, heheh.
TTFN! (L)

Polkadots.

2009-06-24T23:05:00.004+08:00

Me hope school closes down becos of H1N1. >:

Me miss my Bestfriend BB very muchy.

No mood for Ept.
No mood for Dfund.
No mood for school.
No mood for diet.
No mood for everything ah!! >;(

Weird dream.

2009-06-24T08:14:00.002+08:00

Dont understand why.
No matter what time I sleep, I still wake up feeling tired the next morning.
Cant wait for the weekends to arrive.
Though the following week is all the lab test.

It's been 3 (now 4) days since I watch my Prison Break.
Gawd, I miss Micheal.
HAHA.

Doing Dfund hw was ended up chatting in Kfc.
Had a fun time though.

School time.
Byebye. :(

Hi honey, want some honeydew?

2009-06-22T17:33:00.003+08:00

Out with BB yesterday.
When I want something very much, it always get sold out.
__
Dinner @ Ikea.
"You feel me?!" - Inside joke.
HAHA.

School today.
Mac breakfast with Joey first.
So good meeting them!
Johanna damn cute, she bought ear-rings for me.
HAHAHA.
Dfund today. So stupid.
My led wasn't lighting up, and everyone was troubleshooting for me.
Ended up : The wire to ground wasnt connected. -_-

Feel like buying the Heart-shaped mirror from Ikea! HAHA.
Oh and! Me is very happy.
Because both Joey & Johanna agreed that I kinda slimmed down. \m/!!
Go, diet, go!
And I feel like watching Harry Potter 6, anyone?

不,完美.

2009-06-20T13:29:00.001+08:00

完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

Loving you, was my favourite mistake.

2009-06-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I think Im cruel/evil (and everything bad) when I do this.
But think about it;
Does that mean you didn't do anything wrong at all?
No-one is prefect. Not you; and definitely not me too.
We all just try our best.
If only we could restart to when we first met, will none of this happen?

Do you know, I miss you so?

Broke his heart like how they broke mine.

2009-06-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

Out with BB today! :)
She with her spects, and me with my half-tied hair. (Y)
Picture kinda blurred though.

She paid 5bucks for my Cotton On top.
Tyily! :D :D :D
Makes me very happy because I bought it!
And I've decided to buy my 18bucks bag.
Hopefully it's still there when I have the money.

Wonder who invented blogshopping. >;(
All the F21 sprees are tempting me!
God, Jiaen have to stop spending!!
So long never eat Tomyum Seaweed alr. :<

Wonder if it's the period making me act this way.
I'm so harsh and cruel. ;\
Hate myself for being sucha bitch.
Bye!

@1236am;
We're both childish asses who stabs each other in the heart.
End up, it's both of us getting hurt.
And it's too late, because I lost the Faith.

Kawaii nehzxzxz.

2009-06-17T13:16:00.003+08:00

From; www.threadless.com
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LIKE THE CUTEST STUFF ON EARTH.
Except me. Hahahahahaha.

I'm sucha b!tch.

2009-06-17T01:33:00.006+08:00

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Out with Joce & Fm today! :)

Joce and me had our 'First time' at ThaiExpress!

Had the Tomyum Fish Glass Noodles.

Niceyyyyy. (Y)

It looks so not spicy and I choked because it was so chokingly spicy!

HAHAHAHAHA. Looks are deceiving.

Tried the Mango Sticky Rice that I'm dying to try.

It was nice, me likey! (L)(L)(L)

Funny thing was when the bill came, all my coins! HAHA.

Saw this bag @ The Box which I like alot! It's 35.90$!

Another bag I like is 18$.

Which should I get ?!?! T^T

Went to Open Plaza to chit-chat.

Then there was this light drizzle, so we switched to Starbucks.

I like Iced Green Tea Latte. :D :D

Fm came after that.

So we kinda talked and laughed alot.

Meeting up with Joce & Fm tomorrow; Rp on Thurs (Most probably).

IM SO GNA TIE MY HAIR TOMORROW. HEEHEE.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

Muackzxzxzxz. (K)

(L)(K)(L)(K) - By Az. Hahaha!

Thank God for friends. <:

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@0208;
clementsss I want to be your last first love. says:
relax
Love, J. says:
HAHAHAHA! Do I sound seriously so serious that you think I'm really serious about being serious?
Love, J. says:
HAHA!
clementsss I want to be your last first love. says:
LOLS
clementsss I want to be your last first love. says:
WTH IS THAT?

To E : Your fave word game to play. HAHA.
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@0257am;
I'm so fucking upset because the fucking tshirt I wna buy
is fucking sold. And I fucking want it like fucking much.
Do you know how sad I fucking feel? I fucking wish I was a fucking rich-ass.
Fucking hope I didn't wait, fucking hope I didn't hesitate,
fucking hope I just bought it on-the-spot when I saw it.
Now I regret fucking much. Is this fucking karma?
Jiaen is sad. *cries buckets of tears and sulk*

Prison Break.

2009-06-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

I think he's so hawt.
And Prison Break is damn niceeeee.

Out with BB today.
Caught Ghosts Of Girlfriends's Past.
Niceyyyyy.
Laughed alot, she's so crazy! But me likey. HAHAHA.
Feel like eating more Prima Deli Chocolate Waffle!
And I saw an Ultraman float @ E!Hub.
Gawdddd, but it's for kids. >:
Okay, Prison Break time.
Byezxzxzxzxz. (K)

Sigh... Somethings just bring back bad memories.
I'm so tired.
And I don't know who can I turn to now.
It's kinda like a ;
"I love you, but I'm not in love with you." thing.
Maybe she's right,
in the first place, my love for you was not as deep as I thought it was.

First, but last.

2009-06-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

Who are you?

2009-06-11T16:05:00.004+08:00

-
BB's house yesterday.
Watched Open Season 2 and Cyborg She.
Then 85 for dinner.
Like a triple date. Haha.

Now for my own movie marathon @ home.
PPStream ftw (!!)
Wonder why Boys Over Flowers OST all so sad one.
Makes me think alot....

Happy ending.

2009-06-09T19:18:00.007+08:00

Went for Basic Photography Workshop yesterday.

Was fun!

Had a very fun time playing with the camera!

But because of the hot weather,

I was so reluctant to walk around!

Photo was taken by one of my group member.

HAHA. Look at that expression.

I feel like cutting bangs.

I REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE CUTTING BANGS.

Although I know it don't suits me,

but I really feel like cutting! >;(

Jiaen can't get enough of Tomyum Seaweed.

And I finish watching my Boys Over Flowers already.

So sad that the story ended! :(

Off to continue with that small & irritating thing! Bye!

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Damnnnn, I feel like getting this!

So niceeeeee. >:

But it's 30bucks, gawd.

Suddenly feel like eating @ Hk Xin Wang Cafe (!)

Head over heels.

2009-06-08T00:02:00.005+08:00

My current eyecandy looks like Yamapi (!!)

Credits; http://www.boys-before-flowers.blogspot.com/

Don't know is it's a good or bad thing.

Now I don't know who to choose, rofl.

Nvm, I got a korean and japanese husband. :3

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On Friday.

I was very happy that day.

Because my shorts was loose, and I think I slimmed down.

However, that bf of mine had to "pour cold water" on me by saying,

"Got meh? Still the same leh." >;(!

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Double-date on Saturday!

Forgot where we went to..

Was it Suntec? Marina? I think both. Hahah!

I only remembered I almost died of hunger while finding mac.

And also went out of Muji becoz there were too many snacks. ;(

HAHA.

Had to take a photo, because both of us wore a dress!

Grrr, hate my hair.

I FEEL LIKE SNAPPING IT OFF YKNOW.

But, must..... R-E-N! T-T

Stayed the whole day at home watching Boys Over Flowers.

My Ji-hu so shuaiiii, *melts*

To the 2 Jo-s in my class, please meet up soon.

Miss you guys alr! T^T

Time for bed, hogging the laptop for too long. HAHA.

Basic Photography Workshop tomorrow!

Happy cause I can meet my phyphy. Hohoh.

Mon : VC.

Tues : Natm2 with Bf.

Weds : BB's house.

Thurs : -

Fri : 1st month. (L)

Sat : Grandma's bday.

Sun : -

(To Vanhan, ask me out or I'll ask you! Hahaha.)

Dearest bf, Ngo Oi Lei! (L) (@ the moment.)

HAHAHAHA.

Please ask my BB if you stillstillstill don't know what it means. ;D

Bye!

4 more days..

Even the sweetest candy loses it flavour....

Compare & contrast.

2009-06-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

Out with BB today.
Went to the Central, which was like a maze.
HAHAHA.
Finding Cheers almost killed us. Rofl.
Went back to Tamp for a movie.
Caught Monsters Vs Aliens 3d!
Damn funny. Hahahhahaahha.
Shall post picts soon. <:

So much for the effort....
Maybe we're just not built to last.

My favourite hello,

2009-06-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪. (L)

It's term-test week!
Okay lah, actually tomorrow is the last paper. HAHA.
So I'm kinda in the holiday mood now.
Can't wait to meet up with BB. <: !

Shout-out to Beloveds;
Please meet up asap okayz, I miss you all terribly much!

想太多.

2009-05-30T16:43:00.002+08:00

(L);
我把我放在最后,
说不出图什么.

Sorry, that I lied.
But it's hurting me inside.

28th.

2009-05-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

There are so many happenings today!
And it's on the 28th. Heheh.

1) I passed my Dfund quiz unexpectedly, 15/20!
2) I got angry with bf because ..............
3) Got very 'high' with Arista & Johanna @ the Mushroom after school.
4) Took a photo with a birthday boy(guy).
5) Almost cried when I found out I was in Bus no. 3 alone.
6) Things got better, sat at breakwater with bf for verrrrrry long.
7) (L) the goodbye kiss. <:

That's all.
Ba-zhang time, and I want to sleeeeep.
SO TIRED.
Byebye. :D

Forrest Gump,

2009-05-27T07:40:00.000+08:00

My momma always said,

"Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get."

Red,

2009-05-26T07:33:00.004+08:00

Ty Johanna for the yummy pudding! (L)

-
Helllllllo.
I'm waiting for bf to wake up. T-T
Idk why, but the internet this morning is so slow!!
Pfft.
Anyways, yesterday was okay.
Dfund didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would be.
And for today....... Ckt lab. >:
Ate Curry Chicken @ Itas with Joey after school.
Damn, the portion was big.
And I saw Fairus, after so long!
"Eh. Go back to your canteen and eat lah."
LOL.

Yesssssah, bf wake up alr.
Byebye! :)

Built to last.

2009-05-24T23:34:00.006+08:00

Drop beats, not bombs;
Make love, not war;
Give hugs, not drugs;
Break dance, not hearts.
-Heavenly Quotes.

Love today.
Because I met up with my bf, and my bb. (L)
I love how we can all go out tgt, makes me happy. :B
Wanted to study @ Airport with bf.
But ended up walking around, hahaha!
Stupid bf always want to see aeroplane when we go to the Airport!
And I saw my dgg, after so long (!!)
Met BB after that.
Had Popeyes. :)
Simple Sunday, but very fun.

On the other hand.....
Dfund Lab tomorrrow. Damn.
_|_
I think closer ones will know why I hate labs.
Sigh. Should just look forward to meeting M tomorrow.

Separated.

That's when I love you.

2009-05-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

Because,
"夫妻床头吵架, 床尾合." (L)

Love letter.

2009-05-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂. ♥

Hi.
My wrtoral presentation is finally over. :B
And all my quizzes are over (!!)
Although Term-test coming.
Have to study already. :<
And, you'll never know who is wearing a mask...
Jiaen feels very turned-off by some people now.

Dearest;
Thanks for still loving me as much (or even more) after what happened.
I'm sorry for what happened on that day.
Finally realized that you're just worried about me.
And I'm glad we are back to normal.
Ilyvm. (L)

Mango Milkshake.

2009-05-20T18:27:00.005+08:00

I hate Dfund.
It's killing me.
Boolean Algebra and Logic Gates can go die already.
Tomorrow is my wrtoral presentation (!!)
And I'm wearing formal. Hahahahahahahaha.
Okay, bye. :<

@ 2141;
Actually, I changed my mind about Logic Gates.
BUT I STILL DON'T LIKE BOOLEAN ALGEBRA. >:(
Oh, and Joey came to my house today!
She showed me a website .................... HAHAHAHAHAH.

十指緊扣卻扣不住天長地久
你說的承諾我丟進漩渦
就別愛我假裝我很灑脫
原來我為愛努力著跟自己說你愛我
為愛執著最後還是選擇自由
靜靜的放開手
(慢慢說出口謝謝你愛我)

Overthinking.

2009-05-17T02:22:00.007+08:00

Out with Az, Joce and FoongMei today!
Funfun. :)
Had alot of heart-to-heart talks.
And I love Subway alot. HAHA.

Oh, I feel like buying this phone leh. :(
Because it looks very nice.

HAHA. Okay, bye. :D

1205.

2009-05-11T21:17:00.003+08:00

Thanks for loving me for who I am.

Because dearest, I love you too. (L)

Reality check.

2009-05-08T07:53:00.002+08:00

Hi.
I'm so tiredddddddd.
My daily routine is just;
Going to sch. Going out. Come home. Bathe. Use comp for awhile. Sleep.
But I still feel so tired, don't know why.

AND FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS.
I had one single-eyelid & one double-eyelid.
Scary.
Thought it'd be a forever thing sia. Lol.

Time for school. >:
And I think I fell in (L) with Diva's pacman bracelet.
SO CUTE.
Going Rp later, and Genting at night. :D

Heart-breaking.

2009-05-04T19:26:00.003+08:00

M;
How would you feel if I had my back facing you?
I don't understand.
Why is it always so quiet when we are tgt?
Today, I'm so tired to break the silence.
And you didn't say a word, until "You wna go home?"
Do you think I feel good? No.
When I waited @ the bus-stop, I wanted you to board the bus instead of walking home.
After talking to my friend, I turned around to look for you.
Just to receive an sms saying you walked home.
Do you know that I was waiting for your bus?
You say you feel that I treat you the same as other guys.
Then why do I bother to even meet you almost everyday?
It's so heart-wrenching when there's silence between us yknow.
It's as though we have no common topics to talk about.
Sometimes, It seems like all the Ilys you sent me are just Sweet Nothings.
Sigh.....

Jiaen feels so exhausted.

Mr. Right?

2009-05-04T10:40:00.002+08:00

Met 杰 yesterday, went to the airport.
Very paiseh.
Coz my M)phosis slippers snapped halfway. T-T
But overall, had a very good day. ♥♥

School starts..... again. :(
AND IM VERY HAPPY COZ I BOUGHT MY EGG CANDIES.
Heheheh.

Temptation.

2009-05-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

Should I? ;\

I'm so hungry now (!!)

Suddenly feel like eating Popeye's Chicken and Biscuit.

Feel like eating Ikea's meatballs.

McChicken with cheese.

Hotcakes.

McGriddles.

>;(

Shall go cook Mee Goreng & eat.

Bye! C:

Lovebug.

2009-05-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

@ E's house now. ;)

Broken vase.

2009-04-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Whatever that doesn't kills you, makes you stronger." - Elaine.

It doesn't matter what you do,
all that matters is telling me the truth.

Calbee Jagabee.

2009-04-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

杰; Sometimes the silence is deafening...

Today is bad, real bad.
I wonder why I care about people's impression of me so much.
Learnt Gaussian Elimination from Weihong.
Best part of today : Meeting 杰.
Bye.

It's all about you;
Missing you. Meeting you. And missing you again. (L)

Patience.

2009-04-28T09:09:00.001+08:00

When will my hair grow?
It just seems to take so long...............

When love comes knocking.

2009-04-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

♥.

杰; Get well soon.
Xoxo.

Edited @ 2246;
What a shocking day.

Kinder Surprise.

2009-04-26T21:02:00.002+08:00

(L).

Hi.
I went out with my BB today.
As you can see, we wore the same shirts. :>
And, I had my first times today.
1) Ate @ Popeye's.
2) Ate Frolick.
Heheheh.
Overall, it's a really fun day becoz I spent it with her.
(Eh, BB. Sweet or what siak. LOL.)
AND I BOUGHT KINDER SURPRISE LEH.
SO HAPPY.
And also a very cute bracelet from Diva.
Spending $ is so sinful. D:

Got this sudden urge to eat the Colourful Candy Eggs. ):
Byebye (!!)
It's only Sunday, and I can't wait for Friday to come....

Weird.

2009-04-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

I had a very weird dream last night.....
Blog more about it after I come back from eating @ Tp. ;D
---

So, I had a dream that there was a bomb @ Bugis street.
And it's the 2nd time I had this dream. Weird.

Lost in thoughts.

2009-04-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Im so tired to blog.
So tired to even come online (but I came).

Faviia is going to Bze tomorrow,
fucking fast.
Very sad, but no choice, future more important.
Haiszxzxz.

Im so confused with all the topics taught.
Maybe it's due to the stoning in lectures. Sianz.

And I went to Rp today.
Met Az & Elaine.
Went to eat the Western food.
Very nice.
Experienced how tired they will feel everyday.
Coz my leg hurts like fuck now.

I feel like sleeping.
@ the same time revising Ckt & Dfund notes.
Shit.

I dont know want to join cca anot.

My blogpost is so boring today.
Brain dead.

Can't wait for Sunday to come.

Bye.

Rainbows.

2009-04-19T13:06:00.001+08:00

"I want nobody, nobody, but you."
---
It pains me to be quiet,
when my heart wants to speak.

Crushed by a crush.

2009-04-18T17:57:00.002+08:00

Day 3 of Orientation.
The whole day was pretty boring.
Despite all the cheers and shouting, 就是high不起来 leh.
Changed into an XL teeshirt. (T-T)
When we all walked, it's as though we didnt wear shorts. Rofl.
Anyways, it was pretty hectic lah.
@ Bedok Reservoir, we kept cheering the same cheers,
although it was pretty obvious that the Emcees were ignoring us (-.-)
And sitting on field was................... you should know.
Went back to the classroom all sweaty and sticky.
I'm so glad someone invented aircon, made life so much better!
Went home, and I got so thirsty I bought 2 bbt & pink dolphin to drink.

Before leaving for orientation.

With Arista, (:

With Imah, (:

Duke, (:

Train, (:
---

AND THE WEATHER IS SO HOT TODAY.
Frozen Pink Dolphin saved my day. \m/
And I ate tau suan just now. HAHA. Bye.
An eyecandy.

Drained.

2009-04-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

This is so frustrating.
What was that sarcasm for?
I did told you the truth didn't I?
Now I guess;
"Honesty is no longer the best policy."
One blame me for not replying, another one treat me coldly becoz I was on the phone with another guy, another one blames me for not contacting him.
Wtf? You think I could make everything SO perfect?
FUCK. _|_
----
Blog about orientation tomorrow.

Xi shua shua.

2009-04-16T22:06:00.005+08:00

14th April; Out with BB.
She came to my house, for sandwich (!)
And then, we went to Far-east.
Got my bag for 40bucks, :)
Had tempuraaaaaaaaaaa and milktea.
Back to Tamp to meet Michelle & Adriena.
Dined @ Sushi Tei.
THE ICEBALLS DAMN COOL, AND VERY NICE.
Went to Mac to use Mich's laptop's webcam.
HAHA.
And then, homed.

15th April;
Orientation day.
Not bad, made friends with different people.
Had mass dance @ the sports hall.
Which made us all sweaty and grumpy. HAHA.
I think the lunch sucks, like I said.

16th April;
Came to school, late.
ALL THE BUSES ARE SO PACKED. T-T
Today was normal.
Had mass dance & the xi-shua-shua dance.
Duke & Train kept fanning us, shiooook. HAHA.
After that was just have talks, and talks, and talks.
Very boring.
And we didn't even get our books (!!)

"I'm your sweetest drug" tee, from E. :)

With Syidah, (:

With Faviia, (:

With Johanna, (:

With Chengfang, (:

Tomorrow is the xi-shua-shua dance !!
HAHAHAHA.
D: Not in Dragon boat alr........... they only needed some, i think.
BYE! :D

Hungry and angry.

2009-04-16T07:25:00.002+08:00

Swear Im veryveryvery tired now. D:
Orientation, was alright.
The mass dance was very fun (!!)
Then we all got damn tired and lethargic in the air-con class room.
I swear the lunchbox sucks, can't believe I paid $7.50 for it.
Also can't believe that I actually signed up for DragonBoat.

Can't meet Az & Elaine today. Sigh..
Gonna eat my breakfast now, byebye.

Uh-oh.

2009-04-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

It's....... tomorrow. ;(
Hopefully, I will make new friends.
I'm troubled over what to wear. ._.

Okay, bye. :)

Messing with perfection.

2009-04-14T01:10:00.013+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
Photo time. ;)

11th April; hoGc.

@ 琳's house webcamming. :D

Like standard ah, take photo before going out. HAHA.

@ the mrt, if I'm not wrong.

And, I trimmed my fringe @ night! HEHE.
Then webcam with people while I camwhore. ;x

Sorry ah, first time trimming my fringe, so must take pict. :)
And the comforter was there coz I was covering my face with it,
while webcamming with YS. Damn funneh.

See my one-sided dimple. :)

Sweets from Muji!
Bought on 9th Jan and completely forgot about it! Rofl.
Luckily haven't expire + no ants coz I hanged it up. =.=
---
12th April ; (WAHLAO. I keep typing 'March' -.-)

Out with Joce.
Went to Tmall > Cs.
Then went to 800plus.
Happy day coz I ate my Tomyum Banmian & drank PeachMilkTea. (L)
AND THERE'S REALLY 30 PEARLS, I COUNTED.
Hahahaha.
---
13th April; Out with 琳 and 璇! (L)
Bugis Street > Where I bought 2 super cute things. Heehee.
The new shopping mall @ Bugis; was so cold.
Guess it's becoz there's so little people for such a big shopping mall!

Heehee, Ultraman!

琳 went off after that; and I went to Suntec with 璇.
But then, went to Shaw tower (Or something) to eat SUBWAY.
I finally tried Subway meltz (!!) Heh.
璇 diedie dont want to eat lorh, coz she say alot of veggies. Hahah!

The face so funny! HAHAHA.

Like so sweeeeet right (!!)
Shall deco my house with quotes on stones next time. Hohoh.

Saw this @ Suntec, :)

Proceeded to Suntec;
Where I bought my SilkyGirl roll-on perfume, so nice smell. Heheh.
Anyways, also bought a hoodie for 23 bucks!
So warm and nice, worth the price!! :D
Wanted to go back to Tamp, but settled for dessert @ the 火锅-lane.

Went to this place, just for...........

this. ;x

Then we gave the auntie all coins, guess she quite pissed off.
HAHA.
But they all speaking in canto leh.
SEESEE, "HONGKONG CAFE" :D
Back to Tamp > To 800plus > Met 琳 > Homed.

---
I think my fringe abit unbalanced now leh! LOL.
Coz just now before going out, itchyhand went to cut abit more ah.
Heehee.
FINALLY BLOG FINISH.
So tired mannnnnnnn.
Meeting 琳 tomorrow to Far-east;
And dinner with Adriena & Michelle? :D

Just realized that beloveds are all in different schools!
恩; Engineering school.
琳; IT school.
婷; Design school.
蔓; Business school.
璇; Science school? (o.o)
Like, wow.

Byebye!!
"How can someone like me,
when I don't even like myself?"

靚女.

2009-04-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

"Waves cannot remove stones from their paths;
they change their own direction instead."

No photos - not today, too tired. (also lazy.)
Oh, and I trimmed my fringe!
With the help of Joce. :)
I really want to get SilkyGirl's roll-on perfume.
&, saving money seems to be the toughest task on Earth.

I'm angry, disappointed, pissed off, and too tired of all these shit.
This, is my limit.
So now, I'm here to talk about someone, whom I wish to name as B here.
She's my primary school friend, and I feel that I could no longer tolerate her.
She's going over my limit; testing my patience.
And not saying a word, does not mean that it doesn't bothers me.
It just mean that I hope you are not whom I thought you are.
You know I hate copycats.
Then why are you copying me in every single way?
Are there even advantages for you? No.
I'd admit, I'm not a fashion-person.
Then why must you copy me? It doesn't make you look better.
I dislike you for being so persistent.
You know me, my stubborn character.
If I don't tell you things, I have my own reason, don't even try to persuade me.
Does it humor you when you say something bad about me?
When people laugh, they are just laughing at you.
"People are laughing at the joker, not the joke" @ hoGc, now I understand.
Some jokes you said, they are not funny; they could even be hurting.
And I thought jokes are meant to make people laugh? Hah.
Before laughing at the looks of people, before laughing at people's life,
Take a look of your life; is it so perfect without any flaws?
My advice for you, think about yourself when you speak about others.
Heed it; or ignore it.
The choice is yours, just remember 'Words may hurt.'
And, you did hurt me when you said those words.
I believe, for every child born is a God's creation;
and they are beautiful in their own very ways, even with flaws.
Sincerely, I hope you change, for the better.
I believe;
A true friend accepts you for who you are.
Be it with ugly flaws or not.

Time for bed.
Time-check : 1:38am, (early eh?)
Out with Shirley tomorrow, finally!!!!
Zai-jian. :)

Beautifully imperfect.

2009-04-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

"In the end, it's these small things that you remember.
Little imperfections that make them perfect, for you."

Heart of God.

2009-04-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

"Why you look so happy ah?" - Elaine.

Went to hoGc with Elaine today.
Learnt alot, made new friends and most importantly,
enjoyed myself.
Had a talk about Shame.
Was touched by the people in the church, it's as though they are a Family.
Ty-so-much to Michelle, or Elaine, for inviting me. (L)
& Michelle gave us chocolates, tyvm! (:
---

How many times had I said 'I love you' to my parents?
Why did I become so unappreciative?
Having the money to buy fanciful clothing, that others didn't even have, yet I wished for more?
Buying food, and wasting them by not finishing it?
It's so...... selfish of me.

Perfect miracle.

2009-04-10T22:09:00.003+08:00

My day was great yesterday.
Perhaps 'great' is more of an understatement,
it was more than 'great'!

Firstly, met up to go to Seoul Garden. :)
Ate quite alot, okay, maybe not alot.

SG's kueh & swissroll sucked. -_-

With BB.

*ahem* Scandal of the day. Hee.

My peace was very last minute, that explains the weird smile.

With Amanda; her dimples very nice hor!

With Joce.

@ some artsy store in Tamp 1.

I fell in love with SG's Prawn Fingers(!!)

@ Tmall's toilet. Hee.
---

So here's the 'hit' of the day :
We went to the Newly-opened Tampines 1, which was very packed.
Had fun seeing things, with fun people. Heh.
THEY HAVE SUBWAY THERE. ;D
And my favourite Cinnamon Sugar Pretzel leh.
I think I won't go there everyday lar, at least not for now, when it's so packed.
Anyhow, it's just a street across my house! Heehee.

Supposedly, I should reach home @ 6pm.
Then had a drink @ Coffee-Bean with Elaine.
Afterwhich, my daddy told me to be home @ 9pm.
(So no point going home so early also what.)
So, I asked her to pei me to Ntuc, for my gummies.
Walked past Isetan, and she wanted to go to Mango.
And, I bought 2 tops from Mango, which were supposed to be 15bucks each,
but turned out to be 20bucks each.
Then, we wanted to go to the toilet.
But Cotton On was having crazy sales.
So I bought a polo tee for 10bucks, 5bucks provided by BB. (L)
And I end up home with no gummies, but with 3 tops.
Also with a terrible mood after counting how much I used up. :(
But looking on the brighter side, nvm lah hor, can use for Poly what.

Okay, went to Airport after that to fetch my mummy.
Alot of my relatives say I fat liao leh. D;
Then homed.
---

Good Friday today;
Woke up as early as 8am, to go to the temple.
So weird right, Good Friday go temple.
Rofl.
But still alot of people @ the temple leh.
Imagine the smoke. x.x
Anyways also good, coz all my relatives speak Cantonese,
so can learn! Heehee.
Sentence of the day : "Ho yit ah!" (Very hot ah.)
Hahahahaha.
Then, I spent my boring Friday at home reading Eclipse and sleeping.
Byebyeeeeeeeeee.

Horrible, terrible, vegetable.

2009-04-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Jiaen realized, she spent over 1000bucks of her pay.
Like, wtf.

I'M SO BROKE NOW!
*screams and run around.*
Blog more later, when I recover from my bankruptcy-horror.
Bye. :(

Paranoid.

2009-04-08T21:46:00.005+08:00

@1115pm;
Jiaen 生病了.
Feels sososososo sick.
And she suddenly feel like eating gummies. ):

6th April;

:)

7th April ; Joce's 18th birthday!

I never do the 'peace'! Tsk,

"Cover whole face. Cover half-face. Never cover." - Az.

Love this pict! But Az's not in it, she taking the photo uh.
And Foongmei's heart so cute horh! HAHA.

Trying...... real hard to be in the picture. Hahah!
-
The end, I dont want to post pictures already. Hee.
Anyways, Tampines 1 opening tomorrow!
So excited. ;D
And I just had Mini-steamboat for dinner, so full (!!)
I shall sleep early today, don't want dark eye-rings. T-T
Okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

心事.

2009-04-08T02:51:00.004+08:00

Jiaen feels, very depressed.
18 more days to the start of Poly.

Really really afraid that beloveds will drift apart.
Like what?
2 in Tp, 3 in Rp.
Jane? In thai.

Remember today?
"Eh! That table, that time we drawdraw one."
"This table is we sit here eat the Pasar Malam food one!"
"Dont know the mama shop still around anot."

But, now what?
Rp's in the West, Tp's in the East.
New friends, will you all forget me?
Will you all forget how we spent time after school tgt?

Mac.Kfc.Shirley's house.Sushi place.Ice-cream Uncle. Peach Milk Tea.
Will we forget Phyllis eats alot of Garlic chilli @ Mac?
Will we forget how we spent our time sitting under Shir's void-deck,
eating titbits?
Will we forget how we sit under a void-deck to camwhore & chit-chat?
Will we forget how we waited for each other @ Inter?
Will we forget how we used to 'kiss and makeup'?

Az; Do you remember we met up in the bus on the first day of Sec 3?
Jane; Do you remember how we came to be friends?
Phy; Do you remember how you encouraged me when I got a C6 for Chinese O's?
Elaine; Do you remember how you always 安慰 me when something bad happened?
Shir; Do you remember how I used to cry on your shoulder?

(L).
Sorry, but can't find another group photo. x.x

Blog about Joce's birthday celebration tomorrow.
Time for bedddddddd, ;]

Homecoming.

2009-04-07T15:47:00.003+08:00

I'm coming home, I'm coming home.
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall,
If I'm falling, falling apart for you.

@ Ck's chalet. ;]
-
So boring.
I feel so sick.
Which makes me feel like dying now.
Yes, right now.
>;(
Jiaen don't want school to start. *sulks.*

Oh anyways,
生日快乐 to Jocelyn. :)

拜拜! :)

Eyeliner and mascara.

2009-04-06T13:51:00.004+08:00

Jiaen got no appetite today.
And she keep hesitating if she should eat her Calbee Seaweed.
;\
Meeting Az later. Heehee.
So boringggggg so boringgggggggg.
Uh-oh, looks like it's going to rain.
This is a boring post, bye. :]

"Can't read my, can't read my.
No, he can't read my.. poker-face."

@0312am;
Out with Az just now.
Marina Square > Bugis.
"I want one Oreo O!" @ Old Chang Kee.
Very paiseh. ><
Still can't believe I haven't eat my Calbee Seaweed. Hee.
Peach milk tea, 我来了!! (L)
Time for bed, byebye!

Twist. Lick. Dunk.

2009-04-05T16:47:00.003+08:00

Is this a point of time,
where we all go separate ways?

-
One packet of Oreo is not enough. ;(
HEEEEE, time for Durian cake.

1202am;
A container full of Oreo! Hee.
So addictive.
Is it the pms acting up, or is it really too much?
F-k. Jiaen cannot tolerate this shit.
Feel like screaming profanities.
Knnbccb. @#$^&*!

Originality and personality.

2009-04-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

Hi. ;]

03April;
Went to Giant with Elaine!
Bought like manymany things. Hahaha.
And she came my house to 'pop' popcorns!
Had Campbell Alphabet Soup and fried rice for dinner.
Watched the Ping-pong show, and she went home. :)

04April;
My korkor's bday! :D:D
Anyways, went to Ck & co's bbq at around 6++.
Cupwalker queue damn longgggg today.
Had quite alot of fun there minus the drunk parts.
Watched The Ring 2 there!
Now, I'm home alone.

Feel like eating Mac-Chicken with cheese now.
Feel like going to the beach.
JIAEN FEELS SO TROUBLED. ;(

Please be true.

2009-04-02T00:26:00.003+08:00

"Lei ho!" ;D

Today, me went to watch Detroit Metal City with Elaine.
The guy's action very funny lehzxz.
Heh.
Ate Mac-Chicken! :B
And becoz she said something about banana-cakes;
I had a craving for it and got it @ Bengawan Solo. :D
Ohkay, I shall go sleep early & wake up early.
And I watched E.U until I cried, Laughing gor so poor thing (!!!)

"Zoi gin!"

@0303am;
Attempt to sleep early, failed.
Jiaen is now craving for 800plus Peach Milk Tea leh!

Fi li fa la.

2009-04-01T01:01:00.002+08:00

Baobei, Happy 17th. :)
- 1200am; 29th March.
xoxo.

Cheated abit about the time,
but it's the thought that counts right. ;]
Anyways.
I hate Unborn (!!!!!) T-T
And I bought the cutest thing on Earth,
also experienced 转角遇到爱 feeling, coz I saw a shuai-ge!
Teehee.

Buaizxzxz, ;D
P/s, watching DMC with Baobei tomorrow!
And I still feel like trying Subway Meltz! :)

Sweetest Drug.

2009-03-30T04:30:00.003+08:00

Jiaen thinks alot of hongkong-people very shuai!
(Az, Bugisboy! xD)

Okay lar, maybe not very, quite uh!
The first picture very funny hor, xD

On 28th;

HEHEHEH.
Webcam is so fun!

Ohkay, time for one ep of 学警狙击 and then bed.
Bye. ;]

Shooting Star.

2009-03-26T12:40:00.003+08:00

@ 1239pm;
Jiaen's worse nightmare happen.
HER THUMBNAIL BROKE (!!!!!)
Should have heed her Baobei's advice of cutting them, tsk.
But the 不服输-spirit in me forbids me to cut the rest of my nails,
so only one of my thumbnail is short!! So weirddddd.

And me (L) the shorts that I bought from ML. Hee.
I.am.making.sandwich.later. Hohoho.

@1204am;
And I had MacDee's lunch instead of breakfast.
I WANT TO EAT HOTCAKES SO MUCH!!
Okay, so my day was spent vacuuming and mopping the floor.
Until my back ache sia.
Wtheck, I feel like an auntie now!
HAHAHA.
So I made sandwiches, very nice yknowwww.
Okay lar, like normal.
But so fun to hear the sizzling sound.
Heehee. I think can make pancakes also. o.o
I hope I can wake up in time for tomorrow's bbq. Heh.
Okay, I feel like drinking alotalotalotalot of water now leh! Bye. :)

Xdd.

2009-03-26T02:08:00.003+08:00

Heh, look abit weird here.

Ate Mos Burger with Elaine.
Went down to Bugis to find Az and Shirley.
Bought 2 shorts from Shirley.
Talktalktalktalktalk until they end work which was at 10pm leh!
LOL.
Elaine and me had a little picnic there. Heheh.
Came back to Tamp with them. :)
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I want to eat hotcakes lehz.
But how to diet like that (!!!!!)
Pfft. Byeeeee.

And I just finished watching Perfect Cut 2, so touching leh!
"Words should not be hurtful, use it to say 'I love you'."
Heheheh. Byeeeeeeee! :D

Sweetheart.

2009-03-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

突然好想你;
你会在哪里,
过的快乐或委屈?
突然好想你;
突然锋利的回忆,
突然模糊的眼睛.

我们那麽甜,那麽美,
那麽相信,
那麽疯,那麽热烈的曾经.
为何我们,
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去?

Ignorance is bliss.

2009-03-24T02:31:00.003+08:00

Out with VanHan;

Out with Elaine;

Out with Joce;

Out with VanHan;

Today;

Ate Tomyum Banmian with Joce today. :)
Then went to her house,
and Sharfirin came awhile after that.
Ate FCX with her after that.
And came home.

If I look back, and miss him so much.
Will he even remember me?

你的存在, 让我更寂寞.

2009-03-23T00:20:00.003+08:00

If I see Jr outside at night,
sure scare me to death one leh. (-.-)
And he's like Hamburger no. 2 leh!
HAHAHAH.

& Jiaen thinks Junlian Hee is very shuai. :D
I WANT TOM YUM BAN MIAN NOW!!
AND ALSO MILK TEA NOW!! :(
Buying webcam tomorrow. Hohohoh.
Bye!

Perfection.

2009-03-22T04:04:00.002+08:00

I am very bored now.
I want to lose like, 10kg.
But I want to eat and eat and eat and eat.

Okay, I don't know what am I talking about.
Guess I'm too tired.
Bye.

@0427am;
Deleted all the smses.
我决定要彻彻底底的忘记.
最美的就到这里. :)
And I suddenly feel like drinking Milktea from Hk Cafe (!!)

Owl.

2009-03-21T04:31:00.002+08:00

You don't know what's beneath the smile.

1) I got my Olevel cert, but it's with Elaine.
2) Helping Vh with Chem on Mon, hopefully I still remember the content.
3) 85 with Elaine and Joce, I think the sugarcane juice made me had a sugar rush.
4) I bought 3 rings.
5) I feel like eating Subway Meltz.
6) Ate TomYum BanMian, damn nice.
7) I said alot of 'Fuck' today.
8) Still thinking if the awful truth or the white lie will hurt more.
9) I miss schooling.
10) I am in need of $$$$.
11) I hate judgmental people.
12) Have to adjust my body-clock before school starts.
13) Thinks Starlit is damn addictive.
14) Feel like my self-esteem dropped to 0% again.
15) Wants to learn cantonese badly!!
16) Time for bed. Goodnight. ;)

Ham & Cheese.

2009-03-19T12:09:00.001+08:00

@1207pm;
Jiaen is eating sandwich,
and drinking Peach Tea. While watching Starlit;
While waiting for the time to go out.
Hee. I can multi-task.
Okay, bye. ;D

(L)

2009-03-18T15:46:00.003+08:00

Jiaen thinks Hu Yu Wei very cute! :D
-
@1120pm;
Jiaen thinks Zinger is muchmuchmuch nicer than McSpicy.
And I feel like eating 芋圓. >:
Coz I'm watching 心星的淚光 introduced by Jocelyn. Heehee.

Fire.

2009-03-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

Couldn't stay out. Fuck.
Anyways, went to Rachel's bbq pit with Jiaqi.
Very fun. :D
And I saw Jocelyn! Hohoh.

Okay, so I just removed my nail polish.
And my nails feel so naked. HAHA.
Bye.

Cookies and Cream.

2009-03-16T14:23:00.003+08:00

"有的人说不清哪里好,
但就是谁都替代不了."

Yay, psp 来了! :D
Movie with Baobei later.

Jiaen is so pissed off.
What's with the so many phone calls ?!
CAN'T I BE ASLEEP AT 10PM AT NIGHT?
Wahlao eh.

@1239am;
Caught Coming Soon with Elaine.
And it scare the hell out of me. -.-
Psp no games, psp no games (!!!)
Okay, Rachel's bbq tomorrow.
Finally meeting up with Jiaqi and her. :D
Blog more tomorrow.
Jiaen thinks no-one likes her. D:

Typical.

2009-03-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Jiaen feels..... sick. :(
And;
Where to find nice hoodie & bags ah?

"Its hard to watch people change right in front of you,
but the worst part is remembering who they used to be."

Friday the 13th.

2009-03-13T20:20:00.004+08:00

No unlucky stuff today. :)

Sgh today.
Doctor gave me 9 month's worth of Iron Tablets.
Wthzxzxz.
Unwillingly went to People's Park with my mummy,
I swear I was so pissed off(!!!)

And the Cadbury Fudge Brownie very sweet leh. x.x
Note to self : Time to lose weight.
And I swear I hate conversions.
Cm, Inches, Tenths. Wtfzxzxz?
Bye. :D

@0926pm;
And Sky from Perfect Cut reminded me of someone......
@1115pm;
My brother just bought a monitor back.
SO BIGGGG, now everything like small like that siak.
Even the blogger's page!
Hahehohu.
Movie time later. :)

Sea's symphony.

2009-03-12T11:37:00.002+08:00

"Loving you, was my favourite mistake."
-

It's time for bed.
New day, new hope. :)
On a random note;
me feel like having a picnic. D:
"Ngoh hou gua zhu lei."

Heartfelt words.

2009-03-10T12:40:00.001+08:00

我又何苦在乎的得不到的温柔 ?
-
~~Out with Baobei; update more later. :)~~
10th March;
Went to Cpf Building with Elaine; got a Cpf form.
Food court to eat Spicy Chicken Noodle, which got alot of vege. x.x
Met up with WeiHao, walked around.
Saw Joce & Sharfirin while sending Elaine to inter. :D
Walked around with WeiHao, had Caramel Frappe!
Then went to watch 'Marley and Me', which I find quite boring. /:
Okay, homed after that.

Guess what happened?
My daddy went to mail the envelope, when I haven't put the Cpf form inside(!!)
So now, I have to go to tp to give it. Wahlaoz.

Fate or God's joke?

2009-03-10T00:58:00.007+08:00

"If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you.
If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you.
If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you.
But I did, I do, and I will."
-
Out with Az,Joce,Sharfirin and Amanda today.
Met them @ Bugis around 3pm?
The weather damn shiok for sleeping lor!
Had lunch @ Seoul Garden, my first time (!!!)
;D

Walked around Bugis, in attempt to see one shuai-ge.
But he wasn't there. T-T
Went to Far-East with Az, and then to Wisma.
WAHLAO, SASA RENOVATING. -_____-
And Az make me laugh like mad lor!
In the end I still didn't buy my subway cookies.

I almost forgot that I've taken my medicine,
and almost went to take another one. Omfg.
Have to wake up early to go to Cpf Building to do the Singpass thingy.
Sian 1/2.
Nowhere to go tomorrow, should I do housework? :D
Okay, I shall watch;
One ep of Witch Yoo Hee,
one ep of Perfect Cut and
one ep of 我们这一家 before I go to bed.
Bye. :)

@0216am;
"The truth might hurt, but lies will hurt even more."
-From Perfect Cut. :]
@0234am;
"选择逃避的眼, 怎么还是会流泪?"
Maybe it's not him, maybe it's really not him.....

Memory lane.

2009-03-08T21:12:00.006+08:00

"What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you?"

Just got to know from Elaine that my blog don't have time & date. O:
So went out with her just now.
And we laughed so much @ Kfc. (-.-)
"Ngoh hai leng lui" eh? HAHAHAHA.
Saw Kamil! :D
Also saw Shirley @ Tm, and the conversation damn funny;
J : So where you all go?
S : Just now we go watch movie.
J : Oh! What movie? Marley and me?
S : Eh, no. Coming soon.
J : Ohhhh. Marley and me still haven't come out meh ?!
It was then, I realized that Coming Soon is a movie title.
ROFLMAOZXZXZXZ.
Anyways, I want to watch Coming Soon! :D

&I feel so pissed off with my mummy lor.
Payment for poly is supposed to be done by parents right (?!?!). Tsk.
Okay, I want to watch 我们这一家 already!
It's damn cute I tell you. :B

& I think this guy is damn hot in The Seventh Day;

Think Hongkong also got alot of shuai-ge.
Must learn to speak fluent cantonese (!!!)
Then I can drink Milk tea everyday.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Bye. :D
---
@1212am;
Watched The Perfect Cut -
"I don't hate you, I just forgot how to love you."
@0545am;
After thinking so much,
i've sent the sms.........

Superfluous.

2009-03-07T19:52:00.004+08:00

"He taught me how to love, but not how to stop."

Had a nightmare last night;

"You're still not mature enough."

Why does this haunt me even in my dreams?

@0322am;

"Hearts are often broken, by words left unspoken."

Didn't went jogging yesterday.

The thunder was so scary;

had the urge to text him.........

But I didn't. Should I, later?

Meeting Baobei later, hope it will make me feel better..
@0427am;
Jiaen is watching 我们这一家 & 樱桃小丸子(!!)
:D

Broken promises and false hope.

2009-03-06T22:53:00.003+08:00

6th March;
TO JUNIOR TAN DE LUN;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY(!!!) :D

Out with VanHan today.
SATA > Parkway.
We drank Koi; ate @ Kfc; and ate Scoopz. :)
Went to Borders to sit down and read books.
She found a very cute book; Book Of Love.
So really had alot of fun, minus the heart-wrecking news.
And she is really cute by telling me she want to buy an electronic english dictionary!
HAHAHA.
VANESSA YOU BETTER DON'T BUY OKAY!!!!!
Meet up again soon! :)

"付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你"
Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you; yet you meant nothing to him.
Jiaen is ..... disappointed.

@1243am;
Daddy don't know how to appreciate nail art, he said my nails are ugly. >:
Jiaen shall go jogging @ 0700am.
The only thing I wish for; 一杯忘情水

Reality vs Fantasy.

2009-03-06T03:37:00.003+08:00

"I don't know which I would rather believe; that you never did care or that you eventually stopped."

Hi. :D
The drillings going on @ my blk is damn irritating.
-.- Cannot have a peaceful sleep siak.
Anyways, met up with Phyllis & her Orange today. :)
Went to Vivo, F21 also don't have S lehhhh.
(T-T)
Anyways, so we walkwalk around.
Each of us take turn to suggest where to go next.
Hahah!
We bought KinderJoy! & I think my toy cutest. Heh.
Sat outside Crocs........ Want to forget also cannot.
Why everywhere got Crocs one?!
Had Ljs for dinner ; damn full !
Okay, I think that's all. But I had a really fun day. :)

Ohoh, and I just painted my nails again!
This time with stars on. Hee.
But I think my room reeks of nail-polish smell ; or maybe it's just me.
And I'm caught up with this Hk drama ; The Seventh Day.
Verrrrrrry nice.
What's more, the female lead is named Jiaen!
HAHAHAH.
Okay, bye. :D

Out with Vanessa tomorrow,
and with Elaine on Sunday. :)
----
@0346am;
"I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted not hearing what you really thought of me."
Shit, the drama suddenly no subtitles; and they are speaking in Cantonese!
Just have to guess what are they saying. T-T

Thinking of you.

2009-03-04T23:07:00.004+08:00

Today is : Bubble tea day. :)
Woke up at 3pm.
Slept @ 7am lehhhh! O:

Met up with Baobei.
Tenderbest > E-hub > Cs > Tm.
So long since I had Tenderbest's Chicken Cutlet Rice!
Anyway, it's bubble tea day because ...
1) I had my favourite Peach Milk Tea from 800plus.
2) Peach Fruit Tea from Cupwalker. (Which tasted like raspberry)
3) Green Apple Green Tea from Sweet-talk.
:D

Bought a diary already! (L)
Something caught me by surprise, someone who smelt like D.
Sigh....................
Off to read Who's That Girl?. Bye! :)
"What happens when he’s your prince charming, but you’re not his cinderella?"

@0110am;
"多久了没有你的消息
上一封简讯是星期几?"
It's already Thursday,
what am I still hoping for?
@0301am;
This is so irritating.
I wanted to read the enrollment thing, but it's all so cheem. -.-
Why am I doing this siak, I thought this kind of things is parents do one?!
Nabei, like I know anything about CPF,giro whatever shit.
And the best thing is, I didnt know I need to photocopy so many things.
Everything must be done by 11th March. Fuck.

Apology letters and broken heart.

2009-03-04T00:55:00.009+08:00

Stayed home the whole day.
Didn't get off the bed until around 4pm.

I don't know what I did the whole day.
But I guess I was just facing the stupid computer screen.
And I fell in (L) with Mineshine's Milktea.
VERY NICE LEH. :B

I'm using the Nivea mask now.
Very nice smell lorrrrrrr. :)
Okay, I got nothing to say.
So... bye. :)

@0201am;
Jiaen got hungry and came out to eat Peanut Butter Bread! :D
Now she feel like eating Subway's chocolate chip cookies.
@0303am;
"And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you."
Talked to Cz just now; About D.
Sigh......
Now what am I to do?
This is so fustrating, and this sucks.
@0323am;
Notes to self : Eat my medicine tomorrow.
& Something very funny happened on the 2nd.
Me : Eh, just now I dreamt that you ask me go qiji eat laksa leh. LOLOL. Then I think I dreamt that in the end is my brother.
Az : Huh? I think is I send one leh, in the morning.
Me : Really ah? o.o
*checks handphone*
Me : EH, REALLY SIA. HAHAHAHA.
So dumb siaaaaa. (Okay, dumb is a wrong word. I miss dumb D. T-T)
@0409am;
"We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us."
Saw something that made me feel very bad.
Feel like a bitch.
Jiaen, you sucks.
:< Can't wait to meet Baobei, and tell her what happened.....
@0518am;
Can't sleep again (!!!)
So irritating man, no wonder I got all these pimples. Tsk.
And I (L) my blogsong.
Plusplus, my tagboard is so dead.
PLEASE TAG LEHZXZXZXZ.
I find this editing post thing so addictive. (-.-)
*thinks* what to wear tomorrow?
Lunch/Dinner @ Tenderbest tomorrow, so long since I've eat there!
& then to E-hub to try my very first cup of Cupwalker. :D
Okay, off to bed to play my Prinny. Bye! :)
D, I miss you.
Why must 2nd Feb be Isetan Day? Why was I even @ Wisma?
Was having to know each other better really just an excuse?
Am I really not your type that's why you didn't reply most of the time?
I wish my heart didn't want you so badly.....
@0602am;
"只是放手会比较好过.."
My wet pillow and me, like an everyday thing.
I can't get the Vday's scene off my mind.
给你的爱一直很安静, 来交换你偶尔给的关心...

Kiss of death.

2009-03-03T00:59:00.006+08:00

Out with Az & Joce today.
Woke up @ 12plus, and I went back to sleep until 2plus.
Sorry! x.x
So end up meeting them around 3plus.

Went to alot of places.
Far East > Wisma > Cineleisure.
And we spend most of the time walking from places to places!
Because of the stupid adult fare, -.-
I came home empty-handed siakkkkk.
Had Subway cookies, Sweet slice of life (DAMN NICE.)
And ate the soda thing. :D:D

And I saw the tee from F21, damn nice man!
But only got M, which looks quite big.
Andand, the topshop one very cute!

Stay-home-day tomorrow.
Ehub on Wed.
Vivo on Thurs.
Cycling on Fri.
:)

Had the week planned out, I dont think he'll text me....
I'm clinging on to the slightest hope I can see.
I try to hide the fact that he might be lying to me.
All this for just a word : Love.

@0229am;
"You were worth the fight.
But I couldn't fight forever."
Saw this : The easiest way to lose something, is to want it too much.
True, for my situation, I guess.
Feel like getting a journal leh...
@0448am;
*screams* I CAN'T SLEEP!
Should I go jogging later? /:
@0524am;
Itchy-finger Jiaen went to read the smses D sent her.
And that got her thinking so much, and crying non-stop.
This is so stupid.
Now, the invention of handphone seems like the stupidest thing to Jiaen.
Weapon to cause a broken heart.

Stay close, dont go.

2009-03-01T16:16:00.006+08:00

:)
Ohmygod, it's March already leh!

27th;

Out with Jocelyn.
Went to Cathay for movie @ 3.30pm.
Caught The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.
So nice, and it was full house in the cinema!
Flat butt after almost-nearing-3hours of sitting in the cinema lehz.
And I hate Cathay's nacho chips. Ew.
Oh, the show was great. :)
Went to Xin Wang Cafe for our dinner.
Walked around, and had the usual heart-to-heart talk.
Headed to Wisma, where we talktalk-walkwalk.
Wisma > 14th Feb > T-T.
Then we went to find Az @ Bugis. :)
After that, we took bus 23 home, and camwhore alot.
To Buddy, plan on our next meetup okay! :]
Hahah!
Oh, and I got my poly things from Jiasen, who helped me print. Ty! :)

28th;
Met up with Elaine @ 10.30am.
Bought Old Chang Kee, I love the sushi thing leh! Lolol.
She accompanied me to the SATA-something for checkup.
Ty for waiting! (L)
Had Urine Test, H&W, X-ray and the doctor thing.
"You know your heart got hole? Like a murmur like that."
(T.T)
And, I think the height & weight machine got problem.
LOL.
Anyways, we went back to tamp where Elaine had her lunch.
And I was very caught up with reading New Moon.
Going to read finish le! :D
Went to Times to search for that book, but can't find it.
And again, I....... smsed him. :)
Won't reveal the situation next, but it was a good thing.
Still, I hope he keep to his words.
And, I think Elaine is my lucky charm. HAHAHA.
Khim called, and ask me to go down to pass my punchcard.
So went down with Elaine.
& Koi no longer serves small pearls! D:
Okay, that's all. Bye!

---
I want to go zooooo, and underwater world!
And I dont want 13th March to come. :(

@ 8.00pm;
I just painted my nails!
They are very pretty now, trust me. :)
I hate my mummy who keep talking to me about medicines.
*roll eyes*
And I guess, he won't keep to his words afterall.....
@ 10.42pm;
I just finished reading New Moon.
Nice, very. Hahah.
And I'm glad, he replied. (L)
Having a headache now, pfft.
And I'm craving for milktea leh. T-T
I miss your voice....
@ 01.12am;
Shouldn't have pushed my luck.
Shouldn't have been too greedy.... ):
My brother bought milktea back, which cheered me up alil.
& I watched Ip Man with him yesterday.
Damn nice mannnnn.
This is the last time I'm going to edit this post. LOL.

Sometimes, kismet happens.

2009-02-28T02:44:00.002+08:00

才知道感情已经动摇
我一直被误导
是你还不愿意揭晓

Met up with Jocelyn today, was reallly fun.
Update more about it tomorrow. :)
Have to wake up @ 9am and go to the checkup.
T-T
Okay, bye!
-------

It's only 2 days, and I'm missing him so much.
Should I text him tomorrow? Or wait longer?
I hate indecisive Jiaen.
It's never a nightmare, never.
It just shows how much my heart thinks of you.

Wait for you.

2009-02-25T21:37:00.004+08:00

H.e.l.l.o! (:
I'm veryveryveryvery happy today.
Hee.

Met Elaine @ City Hall, and I was late. :x
Anyways, we went to Marina Square.
Which was very huge, to me.
Walked around, and I bought Subway's cookie.
So yummy, I likeeeeeeee.
Lol, first time trying, feel so sua ku. -.-

And we walked like rounds and rounds, to find Sasa.
Bought my eyeliner, and lipice. :D
Then we stopped @ Times(I think),
and I read a book about Why didn't he call.

And I plucked(?) up my courage to sms him.
And was verrrrrrrry afraid to look at the reply,
you should know how verrrrrry is my verrrrrry.
So E. helped me with it.
And I swear I very verrrrrrrrrry high in the Mrt.
Then, I saw a rainbow!
And I told E, "God is happy for me leh, coz got rainbow."
HAHA.

Went to Pasir Ris, saw people standing there and taking photos of the rainbow.
Then I told E, "You tell them just now we @ mrt saw already lor!"
HA.HA.HA.
Okay, so we went to eat FCX (Fish & Co Express.)
And went home.

The thing is, now he stopped replying. :(

@0128.
Damn, I just found out I cannot cancel the appointment @ Sgh.
Mummy says, "You have to wait until the doctor to approve that you are physically fit. Cannot cancel one."
Wtf.
And the suggestion she gave was, to eat my medicines starting for now.
Since she realized that I don't touch the medicines. (-.-)
But wahlao, they are awful what.
And I still thought that if I want to cancel, can cancel already.
I dont want to waste the money for the appointment, and the bloodtests and all sia.
Pain, but no gain. -.-
Another thing, Tp checkup consist of Bloodtest.
Wthhhhh? T-T
---------
Sometimes, I feel so sick of all these.
Changing to a Mature Jiaen.
Whenever I see cute things, I have to think twice about owning them.
But, does he see the effort?
Sigh..
There's someone who can accept me for who I am,
yet I am willing to change for someone who wouldn't even accept me.
Such irony.
Guess I just miss the every-night-phone-calls & little-but-more-than-enough smses.

All it takes.

2009-02-24T17:45:00.004+08:00

Hi. I'm so bored.
I'm waiting for my Honeydew Iceblended delivery. :D
Lol.

And, here are some photos. :)
7th feb - Haji Lane.

13th feb - Az's house to bake cookies!

23rd feb - Out with Az & Joce.

Working days,

Prom (Which was so long ago. :x)

And some very random pictures,

---------
Got to say, I miss school so much. T-T
Unexpectedly, I miss mugging for the exams leh.
Like studying with those ppl la, going to t3,
playing around instead of studying la.

Then yet again, I miss work leh.
(I mean when everyone else is @ work too lar.)
Now it's like cut cost, and almost all the part-timers gone leh.
Miss going to lunch break together, eating my favourite chicken rice,
going for smoke breaks.

See, staying at home doing nothing makes me think alot. T-T
Anyway, went out with Az & Joce yesterday.
Did the hair thingy on Az @ Simei Ite.
For joce's project. :D
Went to Plaza Sing after that, and I spent 70bucks @ Cotton On.
O:
Have to stand like 15.5hours for that money mannnnn.
Then went to Chippy @ Central.
Complained about the techno playing, and suddenly it stopped.
HAHA.
And I know where Sticky is located alr! :D
Okay, home after that.

Meeting Elaine tomorrow,
and Phy on Thurs, Joce on Sat. :)
Someone ask me outtttttttt (!!)
And I want to go to Sentosa so badly. /:
Okay, I want to go and watch Joey alr.
Byebye! :D

Don't know what is it about you that attracts me.
Why did everything changed?
I miss smsing, and talking to you on the phone...
I just, miss you.
"口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念"

Faces, masks.

2009-02-20T07:57:00.002+08:00

So pissed off.
Becoz I have to wake up at 7am, for a class bbq that is cancelled. -.-
Irritating sia, shouldn't have changed to morning shift in the first place......

"It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time..."
Why did it end up this way? What went wrong?
Imy.

Apology.

2009-02-12T21:44:00.001+08:00

"It's so hard to say I'm sorry....."

Dee.

2009-02-12T00:46:00.003+08:00

So long since I've updated my blog!
Stopped work since 9th feb.
But working when Mei Ching off. :)

Not that I don't want to blog.
Just that, nothing really interesting happened.
It's either staying home, or going out. =.=
Okay, maybe something recent is that I just cut my hair.
And I really hate it alot, feels like a boy. :(

Out with Joelle and Caizhuang today.
Was fun, except the cannot-take-photos part.
My hair (!!)
Sigh..

Meeting Beloveds on fri.
Very excited (Hee.)

-
"Wait, even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise."
Sigh....
Just can't help it.